Hurt..

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away but I remember everything

what have I become? my sweetest friend

everyone I know goes away in the end

and you could have it all, my empire of dirt

I will let you down I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair

full of broken thoughts I cannot repair

beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear

you are someone else I am still right here

what have I become? my sweetest friend

everyone I know goes away in the end

and you could have it all, my empire of dirt

I will let you down I will make you hurt

if I could start again a million miles away

I would keep myself, I would find a way